Sunday, April 10, 2011
5/30
4/30--The Guard Speaks
Let me speak to you of paranoia—I am her instrument. Those eyes on the back of your neck are mine. Whisper in the dark and wonder if someone is listening— know that I am, and I’m writing it all down. It may be important. No one has ever studied you so closely, not even your mother in her obsessed first days of motherhood. I am an expert in every one of you. I psychoanalyze in my spare time based on your reading material, chronicle your health from my graphs on visits to the toilet. In the dark, I whisper your names and the time your have left with me—I know nobody is listening. This is not the life I would have chosen, but it is mine and I aim to be good at it.
Thursday, April 7, 2011
3/30
On the corner of James and Kentucky, the chainsaw store’s open sign is still flashing. It is late, and the store is dark. My eyes swim, and it isn’t hard to imagine a world where this open sign could be taken for its word. Perhaps I would be dressed in un-cured leather astride some kind of ATV, perhaps on foot with a cut-off sheet tied strategically round me. In the world where chainsaw stores stay open this late, there are old newspapers perpetually drifting across the street and the stoplights don’t change anymore. The moon seems closer than it should, and its light unwholesome. I know that my home is only blocks away, but who knows how long it will take me to get there.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
2/30
Monday, April 4, 2011
1/30-Yes, I am getting started a little late.
Dear potential future daughter—I cannot even begin to conceive of you.
I am one of those women who love babies like oceans love coral reefs. I know that the world is full of promises like tiny fish and anenomes stretching towards plankton. I know that light filtered through water is the only real light. I know that when a human comes down in a mask that makes them see like they belong here, they are the last ones we should trust. This water, this water, it sounds from us like bells. Watch the waves, watch the ripples—we know this. A woman walks her toddler on the shore. Come, let us guzzle the footprints.
30 Poems in 30 Days!
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Snippets From NIWP Fellows from My Instructions about "Heat"
Wilted weed slumps
next to shimmering mirage
2
seed, far, far away from your home in the heavens.
You are lonely for your creator, separated by
galaxies and light years. You come to earth a spec
of dust and turned into a plant
3
The wicked witch melted
licked by the flames
of water--heat's nemesis
4
Hansel and Gretel
sent the witch away
cooking her
5
Warm milk at night is so much more than
another evening ritual. It is the heat of the
cream warming my lips, my throat, my being.
The heat of emotion--cozy and comforting like
my mother's arms after a thunderstorm
6
Descending lightly from its travels
it kisses my skin almost invisible
now it smacks my face, my chest
hard and strong whipping sweat from my pores.